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Today I am pleased to have a special guest. When Tracie Vaughn Zimmer, author of REACHING FOR SUN, told me she was planning a blog tour, I was delighted to be included. 

In Maine it's snowing today, but Tracie's beautiful verse novel puts me in another place. . .right in the middle of a long summer afternoon of electric-blue dragonflies, sun-warmed rocks, and the gently bobbing heads of flowers.  

So turn away from what's outside your own window and come barefoot with Tracie and me on a slow walk through her book's garden. 


Excerpts from REACHING FOR SUN by Tracie Vaughn Zimmer

 

From Poppies

poppies.jpg

When poppies bloom

the same red

as a Chinese wedding dress--

satiny cups with ruffled edges,

purplish black eyes--

they're a prize for patience,

and if I take all that trouble

to say something

I promise

to try

to make it worth

the wait too.

 

Me: In Reaching for Sun, Josie has cerebral palsy. What led you to write about a character with that disability? 

 

Tracie: My first teaching position was in special education. I taught high school students with autism and middle school students with developmental disabilities. The kids who stole my heart were the ones- like Josie- who were so aware of what others thought. I wanted to write from a main character’s point of view that just happened to have a major disability (but like anyone) is ordinary- filled with snotty girls, arguing with her mom, a first kiss.

 


From Searching

dew.jpg

“How do you know the name

of every plant?”

 

I shrug. “Always have.”

 

Jordan catches an inchworm,

puts it on my palm.

We watch it fold itself

again and again

up my arm

to my smiling face.

 

Me: Are you a gardener yourself, Tracie?  I’m curious where this obvious love of plants came from in your own life?

 

Tracie: Writing has replaced most of my gardening time (though I once had a fair size perennial border) and I think writing SUN was a way for me to spend time in one again. All my granny’s had gardens (and I was lucky enough to have three grans!) one had a vegetable garden, one had lovely peonies (pronounce “pie-knees” with her lovely accent) and one had four o’clocks and sweet peas that tangled up her porch.


 

From Jewels
forcythia.jpg 


The golden bushes out front

called forsythia are blooming now—


their long arms

trying to waltz with wind.

 

Me: Tracie, this image is so lovely. In poetry, because there are so few words, each one carries such importance.  What’s in your mind as you’re choosing words and images to keep and cut?  

 

Tracie: I think I spend more time cutting in free verse than writing. It’s more like sculpting that way- picking off the pieces that don’t belong until your left only what’s elemental. I do a lot of first hand observation when I can too. It’s an excuse to go outside and look.

 

 

From Wildflower Mix

wildflowers.jpg
 

But I’m sick of spending

all my time

working on what’s wrong

with me.

I don’t want to be

pruned or pinched back

like a wilting petunia.

 

I want this summer

to be a wildflower-seed mix

and me, surprised

by what blooms.

 

Me: This poem speaks to me, as a parent of a child with a disability.  It is hard to balance the need for consistency in therapy with allowing children to have that downtime that everyone requires.

 

What were your own summers like as a child?  Were they more like Josie’s: neatly-planned rows of petunias? Or surprising wildflower mixes? 

 

Tracie: Summers were definitely wildflower seed mixes for me. My twin sister and I would do most anything- build derby cars, explore the creek, make hideous tasting cookies. No playdates- no camps, just long stretches of discovery. I wish more kids got to grow up like that today.


 

From Reaching

Wisteria.jpg
 

And me,

I’m the wisteria vine

growing up the arbor of this

odd family,

reaching for sun.

 

Me: How lovely!  If I were to choose a plant in my own yard that I am most like, I would pick a violet.  They grow wild in my lawn and they are both ordinary from afar and fierce and exotic up close.  I wouldn’t say I’m those adjectives necessarily, but I have sharp contrasts in me. 

 

What plant or flower do you think you are the most like?

 

Tracie: Bee Balm, maybe. It’s not attractive in a traditional way and it’s useful. I want to be useful.


Me: Tracie, you are more than useful! You have given the world a special and beautiful book, and I'm delighted to see the wonderful response it's receiving. 

Now, how about that question for everyone. . .what plant or flower are you most like?



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[info]slatts
2007-04-04 12:00 pm UTC (link)
Dandelion....
A well-rooted weed. A "no-good flower" but seems look OK when in full bloom and ready to spread what I have to offer to everything and anything downwind of me!

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I like dandelions too!
[info]traciezimmer
2007-04-04 01:35 pm UTC (link)
I wrote about them in my first book...

I wish I could as strong as one, too!

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Re: I like dandelions too!
[info]slatts
2007-04-04 01:39 pm UTC (link)
Your poems and interview w/ Cindy is/are absolutely fantastic!

I'm going to need to check out your books, soon!

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[info]amanda_marrone
2007-04-04 01:00 pm UTC (link)
But I’m sick of spending
all my time
working on what’s wrong
with me.
I don’t want to be
pruned or pinched back
like a wilting petunia.

My daughter and I chatted about these lines when we read them.
This is a big theme with us--and shows up in my wip.

Merry has cp and this comes up a lot when dealing with her, her doctors and relatives' questions about "what more can we do to get her closer to normal?". We need to educate family and doctors that normal to us isn't normal to someone born with a disability. That is normal for them and yes, PT and OT make a difference, but you need to do it for the right reasons.

Our goals for 'fixing' the disability aren't necessarily on the right track. There needs to be more accepting of what is. I've chatted with so many CP teens whose parents don't want to get them wheelchairs for the mall and long distances. It blows my mind that they'd rather have their child struggle to walk--get over tired, etc. These kids have repeatedly said, "I'm tired, and they won't help because they don't want to see me in a chair."

Our big aha moment came after Merry had MAJOR orthopedic surgery in first grade--a year after the surgery she went back in to get the hardward removed from her legs. Two months later we went in for a follow up and her doctor wanted her to go under again to move some muscles around in hopes of smoothing out her limp more.

Merry burst into tears and I said 'we're done'. "Normal" was no longer the goal. We'd just been through hell pursuing it, and it wasn't even on the list any more. Our goal now is to live comfortably and to be at peace with what we can do and what we can't.

Thank you for writing such a beautiful book.

Amanda



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wow
[info]traciezimmer
2007-04-04 01:36 pm UTC (link)
You just made me choke up, Amanda. Thank you. It means so much to me. Thanks for sharing your story.

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[info]jmprince
2007-04-04 01:05 pm UTC (link)
A poppy. Vibrant, with seeds stretching far and wide.
Plus--I put people to sleep fairly frequently.

Thanks for the great interview, Cindy.
And, thanks for the beautiful book that you've given the world, Tracie!

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I love poppies!!!
[info]traciezimmer
2007-04-04 01:37 pm UTC (link)
That's Josie's flower, of course.

THANKS for your kind words, too!!

xoxoxo

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[info]kellyrfineman
2007-04-04 02:19 pm UTC (link)
Wonderful, lovely interview, and the excerpts were terrific.

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thanks Kelly
[info]traciezimmer
2007-04-05 01:17 am UTC (link)
for reading the interview!!

Cynthia is the sweetest!

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[info]rosefiend
2007-04-04 02:35 pm UTC (link)
How funny, I was a horticulturist for years and never really thought about which plant I'm most like. Maybe the pale purple coneflower (Echinacia pallida) because I'm a prairie gal, a teeny bit prickly, kind of uncommon, and tough enough to get run over by a buffalo herd and still keep growing. So I'd like to think.

Good plant stuff here. Thanks for bringing Tracie by!

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I almost picked
[info]traciezimmer
2007-04-05 01:16 am UTC (link)
coneflower too. I love the way the little yellow birds (don't know my birds) will perch right on top to steal the seeds at the end of the summer..

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Re: I almost picked
[info]rosefiend
2007-04-05 11:56 am UTC (link)
Goldfinches! They are so cute.

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[info]robinellen
2007-04-04 03:34 pm UTC (link)
Lovely post...can't think of what I'm most like (that's a tough one) -- but did want to say that I *finally* read RULES last night...beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. Thank you!

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Rules
[info]traciezimmer
2007-04-05 01:15 am UTC (link)
Is the most fantastic book! I predicted a sticker as soon as I read it!!

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[info]boreal_owl
2007-04-04 04:42 pm UTC (link)
Great interview, Cindy! I must must must find this book and read it!

I identify strongly with the tulip: its I-don't-care-if-there's-a-foot-of-snow-on-top-of-me-It's-spring-so-here-I-come attitude. And it symbolizes Holland which is important to me in many ways.

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wonderful
[info]traciezimmer
2007-04-05 01:14 am UTC (link)
Yes! I love that about tulips too... that and the hidden black star inside :0)

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[info]jenlibrarian
2007-04-05 09:40 am UTC (link)
those are wonderful questions -- and answers! thanks!

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Refreshing Post
[info]djwarrior
2007-04-05 01:11 pm UTC (link)
Enjoyed the refreshing post! What splendid verse and engaging images.:)

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